Looking Forward To The Weekend. I think.
I am looking forward to it. Tomorrow night we are going to an upscale 60’s theme place to eat called the Belmont. Austin is very laid back so you can either go dressed up or way dressed down practically anywhere. You can come in shorts and others are in suits and no one gives a care. I like that about this city. I however may get all dressed up and try and feel pretty again. I have that planned and I have golf (a new thing I recently took up) Saturday morning, then brunch later at a new coffee house I haven’t tried and then off to get my hair cut and colored. Later my toes done. I also have shopping planned. I’m calling it “My Day of Beauty!” Cheesy. On Sunday I have Chicken Shit Bingo. It’s at an old dive around here where you have a bingo card and you wait for a chicken to shit on the numbers you need. Looking forward to that!
But, here is where things feel lonely. It sounds like I have a full weekend but then there comes Saturday night. No date, no new friends that I have met here either. Nothing. I could get dressed up and show off my new hair by going somewhere alone but how depressing is that? I guess I’m just not used to sitting and doing nothing on a Saturday. What to do, what to do. That’s the thing about being single. It can feel lonely. My sister has a boyfriend so she will be with him.
Oh how I wish I had someone right now to look forward to. To have someone you can’t wait to see. Who you think about all day and can’t wait to see them. My turn will come. Alot has happened to me recently so I am in no hurry to rush things. I am still legally married too so whatever. I’m just saying it would be nice.
All I can do is continue to work on myself. I may show a loss this week. There are times that I am up and sun shiny happy!!!! And then there are times I am lonely and hold back tears. I don’t miss my husband. I just miss the feel of wanting to see someone and enjoying each others company. Wanting to feel wanted again. Ahhh…it will happen. And then I’ll be blogging how I wish I could dump him and how he drives me crazy. lol
Austin is incredible. I’ll have to vacation there sometime soon, haven’t been since I was a kid. Here is a great weight loss tip. Drink water instead of soda, coffee, or sugary drinks. You’ll be amazed at the progress after about 2 weeks with just this one simple change!
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chicken shit bingo?! lmao- yeah, sounds like an texas/austin thing. a friend of mine lives there and it seems like a pretty cool place.
and about the last part… (hugs!) i understand that feeling all too well at the moment. glad to see another blog
have a great day of beauty!!
It does sound like you have some really fun plans
Maybe try to focus on those rather than a lonely quiet Saturday night
Maybe you’ll be too tired by then to think about it
Enjoy your day of beauty
I am jealous
Have a GREAT weekend!
Lori
PS are you serious about chicken shit bingo?
It does sound like you have some really fun plans
Maybe try to focus on those rather than a lonely quiet Saturday night
Maybe you’ll be too tired by then to think about it
Enjoy your day of beauty
I am jealous
Have a GREAT weekend!
Lori
PS are you serious about chicken shit bingo?
You will be amazed, as you go through your separation, and your own transformation, how your positive energy draws others to you…So hang tight…YOUR TIME WILLLLL COME!!!